I’m sick of taking other people’s feelings into consideration when it’s evident that mine are hardly ever acknowledged.
Social media is once again causing me to question friendships and analyze what should and should not be shared.
Technology is great but let’s be real, you need to disconnect every so often for the sake of your sanity.
Why do I feel like I’m floating and my life in California was a dream? Depression? … I miss Carley and Ghada and David and my brother so stinkin’ much.
Why am I so angry and hurt lately?
What can I do to be happier with myself and the people I’ve chosen to surround myself with?
Please learn to say no and NOT feel bad about it. You are not being unrealistic - every week night and ever weekend should NOT be devoted to being a listening ear to others when you don’t have time to better or reenergize yourself. You’re drowning! True friends will realize EVERYONE needs alone time. You have important stuff to get done too! You have a life and goals too!! *resisting urge to scream dang it* do it anyway.
I am incredibly emotional and well this sucks.
So what to do?
SOCIALMEDIADETOX. Exercise: running or swimming, don’t respond to texts immediately- people can wait, read spiritual reminders, go outside, get excited about CALIFORNIA, send out all those gifts that have been sitting by your dresser.
I feel silly… Don’t diminish your feelings ash. Little steps make all the difference.
Most importantly: Don’t forget to pray. Pour your heart out like Hannah.